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NOTE: My hero movie in actuality only has background music. This is what the soundtrack would be had I put one in.

Birth: The only thing I could really come up with for this stage was “O Canada” since that’s where I was born. I found a really cool a cappella arrangement of it on YouTube, anyway, so here it is :)

Lyrics:
O Canada!
Our home and native land!
True patriot love in all thy sons command.
With glowing hearts we see thee rise,
The True North strong and free!
From far and wide,
O Canada, we stand on guard for thee.
God keep our land glorious and free!
O Canada, we stand on guard for thee.
O Canada, we stand on guard for thee.

World: This seems to be a fairly popular song choice for the hero journey, but “Wild Horses” by Natasha Bedingfield just fits so well. It perfectly symbolizes wanting to break free of the constraints that, at one point, we didn’t even know were there. Lyrics are in the video:

Call: For this stage, I picked a song called “Your Cosmos Cavalier” by Wild Mercy (one of the bands Mrs. Midkiff is in :D ). The lyrics fit the song so incredibly well. At first, it may seem like they’re describing a hero’s feelings after he has accepted his call, but the line that does it for me is “If you dare to risk your ruin and remaking, behold your cosmos, cavalier.” That line truly is a summons to the hero journey. Obviously, this song does not have a music video, so I will have to upload it as an audio file; just be sure to right-click it so you can open the file in a new window and you won’t navigate away from this page/the lyrics.
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Lyrics:
Diving from your world into the darkness, calling–
Moving fast as fantasy though hardly crawling,
Eager to be flying but afraid of falling,
Behold your cosmos, cavalier.

Riding off the rim to where the systems scatter,
Leave your wheel of starlight, watch it turn and tatter,
Drawn and driven in the dance of mind and matter,
Behold your cosmos, cavalier.

Shine like a comet’s hair, rise like a solar flare–flee what you presage.
Stupor of atrophy, dreams of catastrophe, transmute their message.
Would you capture the sky inside a crystal flask?
Would you tear off the martyr’s sacrificial mask?
If you’re dross driven out by fire, how dare you ask:
Is it your turn? (When are you free to learn?)
Silent and cold where you’re heading–
Calling, exulting and dreading.
Victim of gravity, slave of mortality, inconsequential–
Thousand-year fever-dream, only a fleeting gleam of your potential.
Does a grain of infinity abrade your sleep?
Can a spark of divinity escape your keep?
Are your small steps converging to a giant leap
Across the boundary? (What have you found to be?)

Gradual as a glacier or as vague as vapor,
Can you feel your skill expand and slowly taper,
Sculpturing from starlight both the shape and shaper?
Behold your cosmos, cavalier.

Time and distance topple like two pillars breaking,
Split the past like doors of glass that cage your waking,
If you dare to risk your ruin and remaking,
Behold your cosmos, cavalier.

Errant menagerie, blue world your hatchery, jailed but persistent…
Earth, water, fire, and air, fragment of everywhere, frail but resistant…
If a harnessed apocalypse propels you out
Incandescent acceleration roaring doubt
Like a star’s dead defiance in its ancient shout,
Are you set free? (Some other century…)
Rising from the rack of your history,
Joy and fear melt into mystery.
Fleeting magnificence, curious ignorance, heart like a furnace…
Static of innocence, whisper of sentience, blind when you burn this…
Cast like a wind-blown seed, chasing your unknown need out through the night…

Cubs wander from the den, five thousand years or ten,
Still dying but till then, safe journey and amen…on to omega.

Part the veil of distance in a gentle rending
Like a ray through gemstone or a blue note bending,
Move to vaster music with no start or ending:
Behold your cosmos, cavalier.

Whether dreamt or ever done, this visitation–
Trance or truth, adventure or hallucination–
Night skies are a lighted list of destinations:
Behold your cosmos, cavalier.

Belly of the Whale: I think the song “Blackbird” (originally by the Beatles, but the version I’m going to share is by Evan Rachel Wood from “Across the Universe”) symbolizes this stage very well. The Belly is a dark time, and the lyrics to this song mention the dark and the dead of night many times. It also encourages you to rise up out of the belly and continue on your journey.
Lyrics are in the video.

Supernatural Aid: I find the song “For Good” from the musical “Wicked” to fit very well with the Supernatural Aid stage. The song talks about how everyone you meet is in your life for a reason, and you are changed because you have known them. As the song says, “…we are led to those who help us most to grow if we let them and we help them in return.” (Also, Missy and I sang this for Cabaret freshman year, so it definitely brings back good memories of that as well.)
Lyrics are in the video

Road of Trials: I chose the song “Corner of the Sky” from the musical “Pippin” for a couple reasons: the lyrics fit very, very well (i.e. “I’ve got to be where my spirit can run free; gotta find my corner of the sky…Every man has his daydreams, every man has his goals. People like the way dreams have of sticking to the soul,”). Pippin knows he’s on his journey; he’s just having trouble reaching his apotheosis. (On another note, this was also my first solo in a Brebeuf choir concert.) Anway, I couldn’t find a video version I liked, so I uploaded it from one of my CDs….sorry about that. Again, just right-click on the link so you can open it in a new window and still stay on this page…
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Lyrics:
Everything has its season
Everything has its time
Show me a reason and I’ll soon show you a rhyme
Cats fit on the windowsill
Children fit in the snow
Why do I feel I don’t fit in anywhere I go?

Rivers belong where they can ramble
Eagles belong where they can fly
I’ve got to be where my spirit can run free
Got to find my corner of the sky

Every man has his daydreams
Every man has his goal
People like the way dreams have
Of sticking to the soul
Rain comes after thunder
Winter comes after fall
Sometimes I think I’m not after anything at all

Rivers belong where they can ramble
Eagles belong where they can fly
I’ve got to be where my spirit can run free
Got to find my corner of the sky

And maybe some misty day you’ll
Waken to find me gone
And far away you’ll hear me
Singing to the dawn
And you’ll wonder if I’m happy there
A little more than I’ve been
And the answer will come back to you
Like laughter on the wind

Rivers belong where they can ramble
Eagles belong where they can fly
I’ve got to be where my spirit can run free
Got to find my corner, got to find my corner
Got to find my corner of…of the sky

Apotheosis: For this stage, I chose the song “So Small” by Carrie Underwood. The line that really connects with my apotheosis is “…what you’ve been out there searching for forever is in your hands.” I’d been taught to believe my whole life; I just had to discover it for myself before it could truly be a part of me. The rest of the song doesn’t exactly connect to that specific apotheosis, but I’m sure it will connect to future events in my life.

Lyrics:
Yeah, Yeah

What you got if you ain’t got love
the kind that you just want to give away
It’s okay to open up
go ahead and let the light shine through
I know it’s hard on a rainy day
you want to shut the world out and just be left alone
But don’t run out on your faith

‘Cause sometimes that mountain you’ve been climbing is just a grain of sand
What you’ve been up there searching for
forever is in your hands
When you figure out love is all that matters after all
It sure makes everything else
seem so small

It’s so easy to get lost inside
a problem that seems so big at the time
it’s like a river thats so wide
it swallows you whole
While you sit around thinking about what you can’t change
and worrying about all the wrong things
time’s flying by
moving so fast
you better make it count ’cause you can’t get it back

Sometimes that mountain you’ve been climbing is just a grain of sand
What you’ve been up there searching for
forever is in your hands
When you figure out love is all that matters after all
It sure makes everything else
Seem so small

Sometimes that mountain you’ve been climbing is just a grain of sand
What you’ve been up there searching for
forever is in your hands
When you figure out love is all that matters after all
It sure makes everything else
Oh it sure makes everything else
Seem so small

Yeah, Yeah

Boon: Not to be cheap or anything, but honestly, I feel like “When You Believe” is my “boon song” as well, at least relating to my specific boon. I couldn’t find any other song that related to my personal boon quite as strongly as this one. The Hebrew parts in the song talk about the glory of God, which certainly relates to my apotheosis and boon. The song also talks about faith, which to me is my boon. I don’t want to give anything else away (you gotta watch my movie for more!), but I’d have to agree with Ms. Haffley’s choice of song for this stage and steal it for myself :) .

Lyrics: [Miriam]:
Many nights we’ve prayed
With no proof anyone could hear
In our hearts a hopeful song
We barely understood

Now we are not afraid
Although we know there’s much to fear
We were moving mountains
Long before we knew we could

There can be miracles
When you believe
Though hope is frail
It’s hard to kill

Who knows what miracles
You can achieve
When you believe
Somehow you will
You will when you believe

[Tzipporah]:
In this time of fear
When prayers so often proved in vain
Hope seemed like the summer birds
Too swiftly flown away

Yet now I’m standing here
([Miriam]: Now I’m standing here)
With heart so full I can’t explain
([both]: Seeking faith and speaking words
I never thought I’d say)

[Miriam and Tzipporah]:
There can be miracles
When you believe
(When you believe)
Though hope is frail
It’s hard to kill
(It’s hard to kill)
Who knows what miracles
You can achieve
(You can achieve)
When you believe
Somehow you will
You will when you believe

[Hebrew Children]:

A-shi-ra la-do-nai ga-oh ga-ah
(I will sing to the Lord, for He has triumphed gloriously)

A-shi-ra la-do-nai ga-oh ga-ah

Mi-cha-mo-cha ba-elim adonai
(Who is like You, oh Lord, among the celestial)

Mi-ka-mo-cha ne-dar- ba-ko-desh
(Who is like You, majestic in holiness)

Na-chi-tah v’-chas-d’-cha am zu ga-al-ta
(In Your love, You lead the people You redeemed)

Na-chi-tah v’-chas-d’-cha am zu ga-al-ta

A-shi-ra, a-shi-ra, a-shi-ra…
(I will sing, I will sing, I will sing)

A-shi-ra la-do-nai ga-oh ga-ah
A-shi-ra la-do-nai ga-oh ga-ah
Mi-cha-mo-cha ba-elim adonai
Mi-ka-mo-cha ne-dar- ba-ko-desh
Na-chi-tah v’-chas-d’-cha am zu ga-al-ta
Na-chi-tah v’-chas-d’-cha am zu ga-al-ta
A-shi-ra, a-shi-ra, a-shi-ra…

[Hebrews]:
There can be miracles
When you believe
Though hope is frail
It’s hard to kill
(It’s hard to kill)
Who knows what miracles

You can achieve
(You can achieve)
When you believe
Somehow you will
Now you will
You will when you believe
(When you believe)

[Miriam and Tzipporah]:
You will when you believe

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My parents, sister and I went on a college visit road trip to Amherst College (western Mass.), Brandeis University (just outside Boston) and McGill University (Montreal!). They’re all really different, but I liked them all.

Amherst is itself a small school (1600 people), but there are 4 other colleges in the immediate area, so it feels bigger and the town totally caters to college kids. There are some great bookstores, and my family went to this restaurant called Judie’s twice because we loved it so much (breaded French fries-worst thing for your body, but so delicious!). The dorms at Amherst were HUGE! The campus was gorgeous (lots of pretty colonial-style buildings) and classes there are guaranteed to be small and discussion-based (even if only 1 person signs up for a class, it’ll still exist as a class for that one person!) The one downside for me was that even though about 20% of the Amherst kids are Jewish, their Hillel (international organization that exists on pretty much all college campuses; each Hillel is like an umbrella organization for Jewish kids on campus that organizes services and dinners on Shabbbat and other holidays, social events, etc.) was really, really weak. Only about 20 0f the 400-some Jewish kids come to the Shabbat dinners; if I wanted a big Jewish event, I would have to go to UMass-Amherst (pretty much their IU) on the other side of town.

Brandeis’ Jewish life was the total opposite of Amherst’s: they pretty well throw it at you, and I thought that was awesome. They don’t have classes on Rosh Hashana or Yom Kippur, and their spring break is always on Passover (good to see family, not so much high school friends…). Brandeis only has about 3000 students, and half of them are Jewish. The proximity to Boston is really exciting; it’s a great city that would be so much fun to go to on the weekends. The dorm room we saw was really small and frankly disgusting, but one of the sophomore dorms is a castle! Apparently the architect didn’t know what he was doing, so there are doors to nowhere, windows with no rooms behind them, secret passages…that would be so fun to live in!

McGill was, in a word, fantastic. I LOVE Montreal (the first morning we were there, we shopped; Canada is great because it has all the great stores we have here in the U.S. plus even more fabulous shopping! At a store called Les Ailes de la Mode, I found my prom dress!). I love the mix between French and English you find absolutely everywhere. The food we had was fabulous; the city’s famed smoked meat, croissants, pains au chocolat (basically chocolate-filled croissant that I had warmed up-delicious!) and even more. The city has such a cool mix of old and new buildings: downtown is very modern, but Montreal’s Old City is absolutely beautiful, even in the rain. McGill’s architecture is like the city’s; gorgeous old buildings stand next to hi-tech towers. My second cousin Abbie is a freshman at McGill now, so she took me with her to her “Contemporary Moral Issues” class and to see her dorm. She has a pretty nice-sized single. One of McGill’s dorms was actually recently converted from a hotel, and from the pictures I’ve seen, it’s beautiful. (Most students actually only live on campus for their first year; after that, they move in off-campus apartments, mostly in what has become known as the McGill Ghetto because so many McGill kids live there.) McGill’s Jewish life is fantastic as well. The school is also VERY international: our tour guide was from Brooklyn, and there were families from Seattle, Vancouver (opposite side of Canada from Quebec), and even Colombia and South Africa! Since I’m Canadian, I get to pay the tuition that a Canadian resident would, which is a LOT less expensive than any U.S. school. The one sort-of downside is that for the first two years, your classes are pretty well guaranteed to have at least 100 people in each (the school has about 22,000 students), so you don’t really get to know the professors terribly well. But, if I do end up at McGill, I’ll have Abbie there for the first two years to help me out if I need it.

After McGill, we stopped in Toronto for a night and stayed with my mom’s best friend from college (who also happens to be married to my dad’s second cousin…long story). That night happened to be her son Ely’s tenth birthday party, so two other families were over. We had a lot of fun; I love hearing my parents and their friends reminisce about their college days at the University of Toronto and other schools in the area.

We were going to visit the University of Western Ontario, but everyone at the birthday dinner said that they couldn’t see me there (all the kids from Toronto come with their cliques and stay in them) so we decided to go visit my 98-year-old great-grandma instead. I’m so glad we did that; Bubbie Jean is amazing. Even though she’s 98, she hasn’t lost any of her mental faculties at all. She knows everything about everyone; my cousin and I refer to her as “the family Facebook.” After seeing her, we drove home.

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To all of you who didn’t go to the dance marathon last night: you totally missed out. It was fantastically fun, so much more than I thought it would be. It was another one of those nights when the air was literally electric with spirit and unity. Everyone danced with exuberance for just being alive; it was awesome. Of course, there was more than just free-dancing: we played games like Hook Tag, Tug-o-War and Dodgeball; we made handprint cards for the Riley kids; the dance teams, step team and an unnamed band made up of Lyndsey Brown, Christina Cardenas, Lucy Drew and Audrey Stewart (?) performed (and were actually really good); and we learned the amazing psuedo-line dance. The best part for me was the very end: instead of the grade that raised the most money getting  sweatpants day, everyone does (though when I asked Mrs. Turner at the end of the night when it would be, she didn’t know), and though our original goal money-wise was $5000, we raised $10, 252.01!! That’s 200 or so students donating more than double our goal. At Carmel’s Dance Marathon, they raised $6000, and I’m assuming since they have a 4000-kid student body, they probably had more kids at their Dance Marathon than we did. Brebeuf Jesuit Dance Marathon-For the Kids!!

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Alright, I’ll admit it. I did not sit down and pick out exactly what qualities to look for; as soon as we got the assignment, I decided I wanted to look for all of them, even the ones I might not necessarily need as much. I guess I was subconsciously thinking that there’s always room for improvement? Or that I want to be as “well-prepared” as possible? I don’t know. Anyway, even though I didn’t consciously pay attention to what exact qualities I wanted to get, the order in which I received them is pretty funny.

The first talisman I received represented Strength. When it comes to physical strength, I know most people don’t think of me, BUT I just got my red belt in Tae Kwon Do. I’m not as wimpy as I look :P . Anyway, I would say that I’m mentally strong as well. Once I stick to a belief, it’s pretty hard to get me to let go of it.
Next, I collected Perseverance. Unlike some of the other amulets (talismans? talismen?), I knew exactly where to go to find that one. One of my favorite people at Brebeuf was its guardian, so that made me even happier. Anyway, I may not have had to persevere to find the talisman, but I’m pretty perseverant when it comes to doing other things and doing them right.
Thirdly, I found Compassion. I like to think of myself as a pretty compassionate person, so I thought that receiving so early on was appropriate.
The fourth talisman I collected was Wisdom. I’ve been known as “the smart one” for most if not all my life, so I wasn’t really suprised that I collected this one early, too. I know, I know, it doesn’t JUST stand for “book-wisdom,” but even so.
After that, I picked up Humility. Not really sure what to say about that one…sometimes I need it, sometimes I don’t. Maybe that’s why I picked it up a nice third of the way through.
Sixth, I picked up Integrity. I’m always confused as to what that word actually means, so while typing this, I decided to look it up on dictionary.com. Here’s what they gave me: “adherence to moral and ethical principles; soundness of moral character; honesty.” Ohhh…now I get it.
Seven was Courage, something I always think I need but then it turns out I don’t…probably why I got it at a nice, neat halfway point.
The eighth talisman I received was Discernment. After that, numbers nine through eleven were Heart, Humor and Joy (not necessarily respectively; I don’t remember exactly what order those three were in).
Number twelve was Selflessness. While receiving that one, there was a litlte miscommunication; the guardian thought I was being selfish and just taking the talisman when the two students already in there had asked for it, which was not true. However, soon it was all cleared up; I received the talisman and was on my way.
Talisman 13 was Patience. I know for sure that patience is something I need more of. Trying to collect the talisman forced me to be patient, too; every time I would walk by its location, the door would be locked. Finally, I had a chance to pick up the amulet.
The 14th amulet I found was Insight. Well, I didn’t really FIND it, it was more like I was directed to it. I suppose that shows that I can come up with insights after guidance or a “trigger” of some sort, but I can’t just spout them out. At 17, I don’t really expect myself to; however, it is something I would like to work on.
The 15th and final talisman I received was Faith. I probably asked at least five different guardians if they had this one. Doing this could have made me become discouraged and lose faith in myself. However, I chose to look at it from another light: I had faith in myself that I could talk to people I normally never speak with and not feel totally awkward. This tells me that I need to have faith that I can and will get over my insecurities.
This activity was a blast. I had fun finding the amulets and realizing their significance on my own, but it was great running into other students on the journey as well. We should definitely do something like this again :D .

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When I first saw the previews for the new ABC show “Castle,” I immediately wanted to see it for one reason and one reason only: Nathan Fillion. He plays the title character, Rick Castle, and he also played Mal Reynolds on the old/cancelled Fox show “Firefly” (that’s a whole different topic/post…suffice it to say that I adore “Firefly” [thank you, Mrs. Midkiff] so I love to see that the actors from it are still successful even though it only lasted one season…*tear*.) Anyway, I couldn’t watch it the night it premiered because on weekdays I’m technically supposed to be up in my room by 10, which is when the show starts. So, I tried to watch it tonight on abc.com. Of course, my computer just had to start being stupid and start delaying the sound by a good five seconds. I probably got through about five minutes of the show until I got sick of my computer and its stupidity. That, however, was long enough to find out that Rick Castle has a daughter named Alexis. She’s played by…you guessed it, Molly Quinn. What I wouldn’t give to play Nathan Fillion’s daughter! I want to be her… :{

UPDATE: Computer started working; finished watching. GREAT show! Highly recommended :D

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I couldn’t really think of anything else to write about this week, so I decided to share what some of you already know: I’m going to Brest, France with IU Honors this summer! I seriously can’t wait; I’ve recently become Facebook-friends with some of the non-Brebeuf kids that will be going with me, I’ve started looking up French music (for which I’m glad, because apparently we aren’t going to be allowed English music on our iPods…music switch, here I come), and I’m randomly speaking French in daily conversation more often (especially when I’m tired; for some reason, my first instinct when I’m tired is to speak in French rather than English…). I’m especially excited for the excursions to Versailles and Paris, especially because in Paris we’ll have some time just to walk around in groups of friends (without adult chaperones, I’m pretty sure)…I can’t wait!!! 93 days!!

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In my position paper, I call for the institution of PRT Power Nap Sessions. One of my pieces of evidence is the success of the “Power Nap Club” at Greenwich High School in Greenwich, Connecticut. The club gives students some time to sleep, but it also teaches them relaxation techniques which help them manage their busy lives. One of my claims goes like this: “Greenwich High School is much like Brebeuf: students feel pressured to do everything and to do it all well.” Would you guys agree with this statement? Why? (Please say yes; I need evidence! :D )

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This past weekend, I went on the Brebeuf Dad’s Club annual trip to Chicago. It’s become somewhat of a tradition for me, my dad, and this year my sister to go see a show Saturday afternoon. Last year we saw “Wicked,” and this year we saw “Jersey Boys.” “Jersey Boys” is about the famous Frankie Valli and his band, the Four Seasons (they made it big in the ’60s, for those of you who haven’t heard of them). They are all, of course, originally from New Jersey. As the play is about the band’s rise to fame, all the songs are obviously actual hit songs of theirs. The play was SO much better than I’d expected! I’m definitely not surprised that it won “Best Musical” at the 2006 Tony Awards. My favorite song was “Oh, What A Night!” (hence the title of this post).  I loved it so much, I just had to share a video.

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Recently, I’ve come up with quite a list of movies that I haven’t seen in forever that I’d love to watch again. They include:

-Monty Python and the Holy Grail
-The Emperor’s New Groove
-bunches of other animated/Disney movies, including the old Sing-Along Song videotapes :D
-Finding Neverland
-The Breakfast Club
-Back to the Future (just watched Back to the Future 2 last night, but nothing beats the original.)
-The Karate Kid
-Hook

Any suggestions of other movies to watch?

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